Παιχνίδια εξουσίας...

...ή παιχνίδια του μυαλού...ή παιχνίδια με το μυαλό μου...

Κύριε Γιάννη μας...

         Κύριε Γιάννη μας...                                                                                                                                               Και να που πήρες μορφή κι έπαψες να είσαι φωνή και σειρές απο λέξεις.Έχεις μάτια,έχεις μυρωδιά και μ'έκανες να ξεχάσω πόσο είμαι και να νιώθω πιτσιρίκα...Τα φιλιά έτσι πρέπει να΄ναι,να σου μουδιάζουν τα γόνατα και να σε κανουν να ξεχνάς τα πάντα εκείνα τα λεπτά που διαρκούν.Ας δούμε λοιπόν.Ας ξεχάσω για λίγο να ωριμάσω,δεν πειράζει.

"There will be a few bumps on the road,baby."

I am trying.I've been having my sessions.I've been trying to socialize.I've been trying to convince myself that it's not my fault.I've been trying to accept that there was nothing I could have done.I keep reminding myself that it'll pass.I am trying to focus on  my present and let go of our past.past.past.past.past.past.....past.I do not want us to be past.Your eyes and your voice and the feeling of warmth in your arms and your laughter are still present in my head.I miss you,I often miss you and that feeling of happiness I had when I was with you.I miss feeling like a princess saved by a knight just when she thought she would have to learn that the only one who could save her was herself.My happy place is gone.But I AM trying.